hhheeelllo!! [24 Sep 2004|08:32pm] [ mood | blank ] hey:) well its official that iam having my sweet sixteen at Antuns. isn't it great!!!!!!!!!! i can't wait, i always thought about having my sweet 16 now that the time is here i just can't believe it seriously.bye i have to go now byebye talk to me♥

hhheeeelllllloooo!!!!! [18 Sep 2004|10:04pm] [ mood | cold ] hey! well school began about two weeks ago. and tell you the truth i like all my classes so far (knock on wood)even though nobody i know is in any of my classes but i think thats a good thing. i have become a little more talkative lately and i like that too. ooohhh and by the way guess wht anita told me i might be having my sweet sixteen in the same restaurant as nikky yeah isn't that fun, hopefully it won't the same day as mine. anyways did i tell you that nikky isn't in our district so she can't come to our school isn't that amazing i just love this year already. i felt like having a party when i heard that news. well i have to go now but i'll write later bye now love you. talk to me♥

hellllooo:) [03 Sep 2004|05:51pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] i am so tired of running around all summer. when school ended i had to do shopping for india and everything and then when we went there all we did was run around and now that we are back i have to clean the whole house b/c vicky is coming from michigan and after he comes school begins and there are all these parties and weddings happening right now and i have to go to all of them unfortunately. i also have plan everything for my sweet sixteen party, hopfully everything will go alright. i still can't believe 'am gonna be a junior and then a senior and then i go to college. i feel so old for some reason it feels like just yesterday i was entering 7th grade and i was so freaked out. and now 'am gonna be taking the SATs and going to COLLEGE its hadr to even say it. the party i went to last night i met this girl after about 6 years and she was like i can't believe its you ur so grown up and she was telling all this stuff i used to do as a kid and didn't remember any of it. and on the ohter hand everybody keeps talking about shafi getting married. i can't believe he might be gettinig married, i mean it was just yesterday when he kicked me out of his room b/c i didn't get him a glass of water (he is so gay) dad was for gods sake talking about my wedding when we went to this wedding he was like and quot;nydia oneday ur gonna be handed to a guy i will probably not like but hopfully you'll be happy;quot. 'am getting scared just thinking about all this stuff. i'll write later bye g2g 1 broken heart| talk to me♥

lalalalala!!!!!! [31 Aug 2004|04:45pm] [ mood | cheerful ] yeah well i just came back from india! well i think nobody really noticed i was gone for more then a month. however anyways oh well, umm yeah school is gonna start soon i guess there is going to be a whole new year of drama, fighting , and laughing to suffer again but ina way i can't wait for it in other ways i just wish i was back in india enjoying life without any worries about school, regents, or friends. whil i got to go now bye write later 2 broken hearts| talk to me♥

i hate you!! [28 Jun 2004|01:46pm] i am so mad at myself i think aquilas thinks 'am desperate. because to dya he came online i was like should i im him an betty said no bc that just seems reallly over the top desperate and especially after we talked on the phone and everything. i thought he would im me but the ass didn't i hate him so much no actually i luv him more i think. anyways my cuzins r here its so much fun. my ashu laugh at any stupid thing in the world. neways they think jaggy's hott, wait til the see the pictures i tooof him with my camera. neways i gotta go now bye. 4 broken hearts| talk to me♥

wow!! [23 Jun 2004|11:52am] [ mood | excited ] guess what i talked to aquilas on the phone the other day and it was great. i felt like i was kinda bothering him but i was so happy for just speaking to him i coukdn't stop smiling the whole day. i talked to betty right after i talked to him and she was so happy for me too. but anita i feel she could care less i told her waht happened on the phone and she wasn't even listening i got so pissed at her but then i cooled off. however, aquilas sounded really different then i remembered. i told him i didn't have a pic of me on my computer so i couldn't send him one but i think he got a little suspcious. well on the other hand my cousins r coming here its going to be so much fun i cant wait. welllbye for now have to go. write later. bye talk to me♥

hey!!! [19 Jun 2004|05:50am] [ mood | guilty ] i dunno wht to do; me and aquilas have been talking online but he doesn't know who i am exactly. but ever since we been ,i have been liking him more and more but i noe he is going to hate me as soon as he finds out that i was the one that was talking to him. plus he really wants to see my picture. betty says that if he really likes ur personality he is not going to hate you at all, but really what guy falls for a girl's personality almost every guy in world is shallow. however, but i still feel guilty. anyways on the other hand i have feel like i keep everybody's secrets but nobady can ever keep mine. i been lost in my own world lately, i been feeling so confused about everything and i just been thinking about life for a while. bye i have to go now i'll right later. talk to me♥

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala [12 Jun 2004|08:09am] [ mood | dorky ] hey! i don't why i haven't written in my journal lately but anyways i am writting now. guess what i am going to london and india over the summer isn't that great. school is almost over, just one more day left. i am kinda sad because i don't want the school to end, i dont know why. but i also can't wait until next year either. oh yeah my cousins are coming from canada it's going to be great, were gonna have a blast together. the day they come there is going to be a huge party at my house and its gonna be really fun. well i have to go now bye!!!! cya!lol... talk to me♥

me [07 Jun 2004|06:05pm] H Haunting A Amorous S Silly R Raw E Exquisite E Enjoyable T Timeless N Naughty Y Yum D Delicate I Ideal A Accurate R Radical A Appealing N Normal A Amorous Name / Username: Name Acronym Generator From Go-Quiz.com talk to me♥

i haven't written in awhile!!!!!!! [15 May 2004|09:22am] i don't know why i haven't written in such a long time. i just been really busy lately. but now 'am back!!!!! i think that i don't even have enough patience to write all the things that have happen to me in the past months. well i think 'am going to cry if i even think about things right now. anyways my uncle is back, the ugly one. i hate all of these things, life sucks literally. oh yeah i have made a lot of new friends lately, because i didn't just, never mind,anyways it's really fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye i have to go. talk to me♥

ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!! [20 Mar 2004|03:51pm] [ mood | drunk ] i don't know what to write? i say that in all of my journal entires. lalalalalalalallalalalalala, this is fun 'am talking to lisa on the phone she is funny, lalallalalallala!!!!!!!!!!!!! lisa is the best, wow! i really don't know what to write, so hi people who are reading this, you must be really bored if ur actually reading this. my freaken little brother keeps annoying me like hell, he doesn't shut up and ever listen. bye have to go see you later!!!!!!!!!!!!!! talk to me♥

i hate nikky!!!!!!! [18 Mar 2004|05:50pm] [ mood | confused ] anita just told me that nikky is planning to go tell the principal that i told her, that i hope she dies, god she is such a bitch she was the one who said that to me and she also said that she hopes that i wake up one day and find out that i have cancer. i can't believe her, she really has mental problems, i don't know what to do about her. even if she does tell the principal what is she gonna do about it seriously. OH YEAH thank god my brother's reaction to all he read in my book about aquilas was, quote "if it isn't something serious between you and that guy i don't really care" and quote, now lets hope he doesn't remember his name, i love my brothers they are the best. and the best thing is that he isn't going to tell mom. that reminds me i have to go. and for marc jorge "cya", lol!!!!!!!!! talk to me♥

lalalalalallalalala [17 Mar 2004|12:12pm] marc sounds like a girl when he writes in his journal. he just called me fat, i hate him, he is so mean. i have been tring so hard tring to loose weight and he just messed me up by saying that. he sucks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! talk to me♥

hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [12 Mar 2004|11:51am] hey i have no idea what i am gonna write but oh well!!!!!!!! me and anita aren't talking anymore for some strange reason usually when i don't talk to her she comes and talks to me, i feel like this is all nikky's fault because she wanted me and anita to fight and not talk i guess she got her wish. 1 broken heart| talk to me♥

lalalalala [10 Mar 2004|11:30am] i don't feel like talking right now. i don't know what to do. i wish i was at home right now, i can't believe that marc jorge told blah blah what i told him in confidence i feel like going over to him and screaming at him. anyways i don't want to talk to anybody in this stupid ass school i wish i lived in queens again everybody in this school is either two faced or they use me when they need me. anyways i just want to scream right now. oh yeah by the way i wish nikky was to just go away when ever she's here i just feel so crapy, when she was in india i felt so good every single day, 'am not gonna say i hope she dies like she said to me because i know better. that's why just to make things better for me iam gonna stop even going near people that nikky hangs out with. i have been making so many new friends lately it's kinda fun, that girl jenny who i thought was a total bitch since i started being nice to her she's been really nice to me, and also there's akarti i started saying hi to her and now she's being really nice to me 1 broken heart| talk to me♥

'am bored!!!!!!!!! [01 Mar 2004|02:51pm] [ mood | giggly ] i rather go to school than stay home alone being bored. the thing is that when i get bored i feel like eating and i don't like to that. anyways i don't know what to do right about now so that's why am typing. i went to see the deli that dad's going to buy yeaterday it looks pretty good, it's on sunside ave. i think, afterwards we went to gurinder's house the guy that's going to be the half partner of the deli. we stayed at there house we got home at about 4 in the morning and when i woke this morning at about 11:30 my mom's like i felt your head this morning you were burning sick and i thought i won't wake you up. oh well at least i got a day off. life sucks doesn't it never goes the way you want it to go but 'am still happy about for some reason i can't stop smiling about it. the wheather is so nice out today, is that how you spell wheather oh well who cares. i wanted to wear a skirt today but now i have to wait until wednesday to wear it because i have gym tomorrow. navin's watching kal ho na ho. i wonder if nikky came to school today, hopfully not. well bye for now i have to go. talk to me♥

help!!!!!!!! [27 Feb 2004|06:06pm] [ mood | indescribable ] i don't know what to say really. but i feel very wierd right now. sometimes when i feel something is going to happen it never happens and when i don't want something to happen it happens. like for example i just want to talk to aquilas and clear evrything up between us but that's never going to happen he's probably going to graduate and never think about me ever again in his life. and the other now that i don't like orange he comes up to me more and talks to me more thatjust pisses me off. and now on the other hand is "stuff", even though there are somethings that are unlikable in him, but his personality and his funniness is like wow? yeah i think nikky is coming back on monday god i wish she never comes back but thats never going to happen is it. i know i shouldn't wish bad for someone but in this case i don't know what to do. well i have to go riht now bye write later. talk to me♥

lalalalalalalala [24 Feb 2004|11:43am] [ mood | excited ] hey i have no idea of what to write so i'll just write crap. okay life is good so far since nikky hasn't come to school for over a week. hopefully god will hear my prayers and make nikky move to another place. oh yeah it's snoowing outside when next week is supposed to be the beginning of spring. i really hope spring comes faster. oh yeah i had the wierdest dream that i was getting raped and saw a house with the door open and i run in and it was orange's house. i think i had that dream because i was learning in health that when ur getting raped just try to run to the nearest house well atleast i i think so.bye bye bye bye for now 1 broken heart| talk to me♥

i dont know? [23 Feb 2004|11:48am] [ mood | blank ] i don't really know what aquilas thinks. i thought he thought that he would be thinking good of me but today when i was walking into school today he was in front of and when he opened the door for himself he looked back to see if he should keep the door open for someone behind him but when he saw that i was behind him he rolled his eyes and closed the door. god i really don't know what is going on in his mind. you really shouldn't assume that is what i learned. 'am gonna follow those rules that in the movie where the grandma tells the girl how to get a guy to like you i hope it works instead of making him go further away from me. anyways the other day mama let me go to the movies with anita after about a hundred fights with her. i told her if she wants me to be friends with indian girls than she doesn't what she's thinking because all the indian in my school do is lie to their moms and go meet their boyfriends and hump them. oh yeh

coool!!!!!lol... [15 Feb 2004|09:21pm] [ mood | blah ] life isn't that bad right now. it's pretty good. i think things went good on friday. i think mostly i wouldn't change anything about what happened in math class with aquilas. hopefully he actually thinks good of me now. i was thinking that he would talk to me sometime that day, but he didn't naybe he's a coward or maybe he just hates me and everything about me and he doesn't want to see me at all. you know what i am going to apply those five rules on him i think i acomplished the first rule well in math class the rest i will do on the monday we go back. it was pretty funny when he said who is hasreet to allan dang, i was surprised but at the same time i wasn't. but after he asked who hasreet was he looked right at me so i assume he already knew who i was. i hate this thing the week i actually want to go to school, i can't but the times i don't want to go to school i have too. oh yeah he does know that i am smart know. i really wanted a flower on friday, if i had seen some one selling it i would have bought one for my self yeap that's how sad i am. anyways last week went well i guess because nikky wasn't there, i didn't get that pist for no reason i like that, i wish she stays in india. anyways forget her i couldn't go to the party and see teju i really wanted to see him and see what he has in store for me this time. it's really funny how i become those really stupid girls who have like ten crushes on guys at a time. i have to go know bye!!!!!!!! 1 broken heart| talk to me♥

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